My First Love

I use to think more than a year was a long relationship. But then I spent 2.5 years in a relationship that ended. I was madly in love with a man I honestly felt like he was the one and I could see my self spending forever with him. He was perfect in my eyes. I had everything I ever wanted, but it was a relationship that was not build on a foundation of the Lord. I had a relationship with the lord but I can’t say I knew what his relationship with the lord was. Sure we went to church together and talked about Jesus and how we would raise our kids in the church but we never prayed together, we never sought after God as a couple.

Our demise was was in the end both our faults but it started when he choose a career over me. That told me where is loyalties were and I could never get over that.

I still pray for him. I pray he finds the love of his life and that he grows in his relationship with the lord.

Im telling you this so you don’t make the mistake I did. Start your relationships with Jesus. Pray together, learn and grow in your faith together. Study the word together. I wish I had, maybe if we had things would have been different but it’s time to move forward.

Move forward in to the arms of Jesus and hopefully to the man the lord has chosen for me.

Getting over my first love is one of the hardest things I have ever done. But we learn and we grow, and we move forward.


Remember Why You Started

Law school was not an easy journey for me. I fact it’s been the hardest thing I have ever done.

When it came time to decide a major in undergrad I choose business, I was 17, I had no idea so I picked business, general enough. Thats what my parents did for a living. It made sense.

When I wasn’t admitted to the business program, I was heart broken. Then God showed me Economics. One meeting with a Econ professor and I switched to Economics where I thrives as a student, I loved what I was doing.

Then came time to take the LSAT and apply to Law school, I took the LSAT, and did okay. Nothing special. So I applied and was rejected from every school I applied to. So I retook the LSAT, and scored a little better, still rejected. I had a high GPA, but a semi low LSAT score. No one wanted me.

I gave up the dream. I didn’t think I could be a lawyer so I choose paralegal and stated my paralegal studies. I hated every second of it. It was this watered down curriculum of law. I didn’t wanna study to be anything but a lawyer.

I remember sitting down with my Dad all defeated and said, I can’t get this lawyer thing out of my head or my heart. He said “then let’s fight for it.”

So I studied for the LSAT and took it again, did a little better. Then I started applying again. I poured my heart in to the application. I figured I would be 100% me and if they didn’t like it then at least I was genuine and gave it all I had.

Then we met with the dean of U of I, 2nd closest Law school to home. He said “go ahead and apply.” I didn’t even apply to GU (the closest school to home. . GU was the reason me and my ex broke up and he had done a year of law school there, and his class was going to be 3L’s this year and I didn’t wanna be known as ####’s ex girlfriend. So U of I was the next best thing.

One month later I was pulling in to work at a car dealer I was working for and I was early so I parked and started checking my email, I scrolled through and saw one from admissions and the first word read “congratulations.”

I about cried. I forwarded the email to my family then called my Mom.

My dream was coming true.

Now I am a 1L on spring break, tired and resting.

I’ve had no motivation to do anything it all just seems to hard. So I was looking through my photos and this one caught my eye.

“Prove them wrong” written on the law school rejection letters.

I got something to prove. I’m going to go for it. I’m going to give it everything I got and some borrowed strength.

Why? Because I couldn’t get this lawyer thing out of my heart or off my mind and that means something.

I started to follow my heart. I will finish knowing I gave it everything I had.

No matter the outcome I will survive and survive to serve the lord.

To everyone that said I can’t.

Actually, I can!

8 Things You Don’t Know About Me

  1. I’m lactose intolerant: I live a 90% dairy free life. I do occasionally eat a little cheese mostly on my pizza, but it does upset my stomach a little bit but my love for pizza makes it worth it. But I avoid dairy in all other ways.
  2. I hated cats till I was 21. I didn’t like them I thought they were stuck up and not fun or cuddly. Then I met my ex-boyfriends cat, he was an amazing cat that was cute and cuddly. So I ended up with two of my own.
  3. I have zero tattoos. Despite my love of piercings I am yet to decide on a tattoo, my problem is I would want to change it and so I can never decide on a single design. I do have 8 ear piercings, 5 one one ear, 3 on the other.
  4. I am the oldest of three kids. I have a 22 year old sister (my roommate) and a 18 year old brother who lives with my parents in Spokane.
  5. I have never read Harry Potter all the way through. I know I know as much as I love it I have not finished the books. It’s because o saw the movies first. Big mistake,
  6. I do not have tonsils. I had them removed at age 5, after countless strep throats and ear infections.
  7. My favorite movie of all time is Shawshank Redemption. I just love the fact that Andy breaks out and keeps it a secret the whole movie.
  8. I drink an energy drink almost everyday. Sometimes two a day. Love them. Love the caffeine.

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My Favorite Outfits: Winter Edit


Clothes and fashion is something that I really enjoy. However, I am still an Aspie (Person with Aspergers syndrome) so comfort comes before style always.

In editing the pictures for this post, i realized that I buy most go my favorite items from Old Navy, Target, Victoria Secret and Walmart… I don’t know what that says about me but its funny non the less.

I’m going to let the pictures speak for themselves in this post. So with out further introduction.

Outfit #1: Of all the outfits posted this one is my favorite. I feel cute in it and it’s super comfortable. Just make sure you don’t shut the car door on your sweater and get a big black mark on it… just… because… someone might do that. I know stripes are not the most flattering on me but I like them and they make me happy and thats the important thing here. Also this sweater is like wearing g cape so it’s a superhero outfit. Just saying.


Outfit #2: This is a more dress up outfit for me but still something I would we are to school. Super comfy, your wearing leggings so you don’t have to worry about having to shave your legs and you still get to wear a dress. Plus the color of the dress is one of my favorites, EVER!


Outfit #3: I am obsessed with long sweaters and this is no exception. It’s super soft and stretchy and covers everything without being too hot. The t-shirt I got for $3 on clearance. Its a odd texture for me but I like the look. Also, I believe Tom’s go with everything.


Outfit #4: This is what I end up wearing 90% of the time. A long sleeve tee thats super light and leggings. I hate real pants and wear them rarely. Ps: I know I’m fat and I shouldn’t wear tight clothing but I love this shirt too much to care. I have the exact tee in 7 colors… all from Victoria Secret, Sadly they stopped making them so I can’t even buy more and I’m still bitter about this fact.


Outfit #5: I love this sweater it looks like you tried on the outfit when you just threw it on. It is super soft inside and light enough to be worn all day without getting too hot. I have gotten several complements on it as well.


Outfit #6: This is such an easy outfit, I actually own the same shirt in 3 colors total. They did shrink a little in length when I washed them on cold and hung them up… ya. But still so easy so comfy and so cute. Also the sippers I got on sale for $10, I should have bought two pairs I’m wearing them out too fast.


Outfit #7: I admit this is a newer dress and I am yet to wear it out since it’s been snowing here but I am so excited to wear it. Also its was a measly 10$ on the Wish App. I bought it to see if the app was worth wile or not and turns out it’s not that bad!



My winter shoes, I have more shoes that are suitable for winter but these are the favorites.
I told you I had that shirt in several colors. 8 colors to be exact.

What are you favorite things to wear? Do you dress up for work or school? What do you wear when you can wear whatever you like?

Let me know in the comments!



My First Blog Post EVER! (Blog:Welcome2mylife)

I stated blogging in 2011. IT started with a blog titled Welcome2mylife. I still have access to this blog but it’s not readable to anyone but me. When I closed it in late 2013 I had 21,000 age views and like three followers. I did not promote this blog accept to a few close friends. It was my outlet, a place I could just write and write and write, talk though things and feel better.

This was the first post I posed on that blog. I will post things from it from time to time. Enjoy.

In The Beginning…

Thursday, February 24th 2011

I stole that quote… Think he will mind? Probably not. Well Hi, I’m Aryk. I am 18 and live somewhere in the United States, and I am a HXC Christian. Im also incapable of spelling anything correctly and I don’t honestly care. If you comment correcting my spelling your comment will be deleted. (You know who you are). I am keeping this blog for a lot of reasons. One is so I can just talk freely and not be judged. Two I want to be encouraging to people, I want ppl to read this and go wow if she can trust god so can I. And also in 50 years I wanna read it to my kids and be like this is what I was thinking way back when, that kind of thing… So a little about me. I love music, speak a little French, play guitar (sorta), play flute, and play baritone/euphonium I also like to sing I don’t tell anyone that, I think my dog may know… anyway. I also love to write. I keep a hand written journal and a blog, but you already knew about the blog… So get to know me, I have big plans in life I plan to take the world by storm and change it for the better in Jesus name. If you have questions about me I am happy to answer them to the best of my abilities. Get ready to see Gods Power and Happy Reading!